Ok, I just woke up, slept mostly whole 3 hours;D I guess I'll be hyper whole night. My dad brought my report card and I have all A's except B in that ... French class. Anyways me and Anna are going too get A's in French this and next quarter :]
So there is a lot of drama (queen) in our group. I'm not going to mention the names, people know who they are. And really weird thing about Jansen and his secret crush, I tried asking his good friend but he didn't tell me:[ Still I hope Jansen will find who ever he is looking for. he is so determined. So the thing that I think love is....
I think the world is a fairy tale. There are no bad ends, but only good. I guess I got that meaning of life, because my first love started perfectly. I liked the boy in Russia and we liked each other for at least 6 month, but he asked me only after 6 month (estimate) he didn't want to rush things and didn't want to waste time. It's still felt like childish prince and princess fairy tale to me, I didn't take it seriously. So we happily went out for about 3 years or 4, I forgot. We almost didn't had any fights. And I still didn't get a first kiss from him, even when I left. By the stories, don't prince gives a kiss to princess? I knew he wanted to kiss me but my friend was with me so he didn't. Sad. And it was the last day I saw him.
In here I went out twice, but I broke up with them after 2 days, because they were rushing. I hate people like that. Anyways, love is the thing that should be treasured. You get to look for it ur life, but you can end up looking for it forever. Don't waste time doing that. High School is for experiencing the thing about love. I guess I don't even have a lot to talk about in this topic, because I'm still a kid. I want to stay kid. I hate growing up...
And I also feel bad if anyone had a bad day, and I ignored them. I still try to make up by telling that life is not a sucker, people( the normal ones) will still think you is you:]. Haha I'm not making sense to me. Inspiration came from Jansen and Tiff and Sam and .......
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Dont Grow Up evelina
ReplyDeleteyour perfectly fine the way you are ^^
whats this about:
And really weird thing about Jansen and his secret crush, I tried asking his good friend but he didn't tell me:[ Still I hope Jansen will find who ever he is looking for. he is so determined. So the thing that I think love is....
I DONT GET IT D:
your telling me tomorrow
and Evelina love is the best thing ever becasue it gets you by everyday and wehn you find it you'll know what i mean :]
yes!
ReplyDeletewe will get A's :D
aww you + your russin boyfriend :)
it sounds really cute
but yeah this is the age to experience things & learn
i've had plenty of boyfriends that didn't work
.. until i met daniel
i really hope it's forever with us <3
hehe :)
RAWR.
ReplyDeleteDon't ever grow up. Keep living that little fairy tale.
I wish I could think like that, but I am not able to anymore.
Don't let me or anyone tell you otherwise. ;)